9.17.2009

The sweetest thing

Craig keeps telling me that I don't remember what happened when I went into labor on the 14th. I think I remember quite a bit because it "didn't go according to my plan." Truth is, I probably don't remember as much as I think I do. The fact is that Madeline is here, is healthy and has brought me to a level of love I never thought possible. Everyone told me I would experience this, but you never know the impact until you've experienced it.

We will go home tomorrow, after checking into the hospital Monday morning around 11 am. I do plan on sharing my birth story, and gratefully, the doula was taking notes. I took mental notes and Craig experienced the entire thing, too. Between the three of us, I think I can piece things together.

While the first 23+ hours did go according to my plan, it became apparent to everyone else that my plan wasn't going to get this baby out. There was no one at fault. The midwives, hospital staff, my husband and doula, were supportive and encouraging. I also think some thought I had lost my mind for laboring without drugs and/or medical intervention for that long. I'm stubborn. Everyone knows that. I remember writing this, and I had no idea how much I would have to let go...and let God.

In the end, we have a healthy, beautiful baby and are blessed beyond comprehension. It's simply the sweetest thing.

5 comments:

Leigh Ehrhardt said...

She is so precious Jennifer. You are blessed and so is she. Enjoy every moment.

KJ said...

Oh, Jennifer, she's a doll! I'm so happy she's here! I'm just so excited for you and Craig as you start this next chapter called Parenthood. It's amazing and incredible, as you've already begun to figure out. Can't wait to come visit with our brood...not anytime soon, of course!!! Love you!

Crissy and Kevin said...

hey girlie! proud of you for letting go and letting God... i had to do that with michaelas birth..still struggle at times.. especially when everyone around me has their birth their way.. but God knows what he's doing!

Stanna said...

Jennifer, I just saw the pictures, and my heart just melted! "Beautiful, amazing, precious,,, beyond what you could imagine"......that not only describes your new baby, but also the new love growing moment by moment in your heart. I'm just thrilled for you and your family.

poshdeluxe said...

yay!! another pigbutt baby has entered the world, and therefore, it is a much better (and cuter) place.

xoxo!!!